lasciviouspanda

Time is passing while I am waiting For true life to have some meaning- Time is passing and I blindly Count to ten upon my fingers- Not knowing and not even able to distinguish What is real from what is not? One, two, three and the voices inside me won't stop commanding- Four, five and six- All I see are snakes within the bleakness and confinement of this room- Seven, eight, and nine, and even through this dim light I believe I am being watched- I count aloud to ten upon my fingers and Time is passing and all that is all that I hear for the moment- All that I see, I reach out to touch or to open my eyes to see- Time has passed an

today i am a women. my 18th birthday, people keep asking me what i am going to do now that i can do anything and free from parent control. why should my age be what defines me. i may be older and be able to do things i haven't be able to but really what has truly changed? i can smoke, vote, gamble. i am not a smoker and don't wish to turn into one just because i can buy them, i do not wish to gamble my life away because i can and voting i can not even pick what i want to eat for dinner .

so the new year is starting and i have been thinking about the things i want to do and change to become a better person in the year 2013 i lived through 2012 the world didn't end. its made me think life is to short and i want to make my life worth something and do something you know. so here are my new years resolutions. 1) learn elvish 2) play more video games 3) learn to make wonderful cupcakes 4) add more art and writing to deviantart those are the 4 i have thought up so far and i think they are really gonna make my life better :)